What is actually so wrong about indulging in the mundanity of every day? In some ways, I wanted to be troubled so some of this feels justified. That I’d earned my place. In a spur moment, I realized I liked my outfit, I liked watching hours of TV, and I like smoking weed. There is nothing wrong with that but the shame. Shame, shame shame shame. I dreamt they all spoke over me as I try to say something dumb about Fakestagram statistics.